Thursday, May 19, 2016

If Dreams Came True (Poetry #11?)

If dreams came true… I would be with you. Just simply existing together. Romantic if we wanted, but together nonetheless

If dreams came true… you would love me and I would love you. Our feelings mutual, we would be unstoppable.

If dreams came true… you would be my first real kiss. It would magical, and I’d never want another person ever again.

If dreams came true… I wouldn’t cry like I do. At the thought of loving you. With no possibility of those feelings reciprocated

If dreams came true… I wouldn’t worry about such simple things, like the small things I do around you. And whether my breath is bad, or i’m annoying you.

If dreams came true… I would stop loving you. Because it would be easier for the both of us. Wouldn’t it? I would stop loving you. Or would I?

If dreams came true… we would be happy, together, and apart the same. Because we wouldnt be dependent upon one another… but really, truly happy.

If dreams came true… I wouldnt be here alone in my room thinking about you, wishing I could be closer to you.

If dreams came true… I would be next to you.

But dreams… they dont come true.

 I’m not next to you.

 We aren’t happy.

I still love you, and it kills me.

I worry about every little detail.

Tears flow constantly down my face.

We haven’t kissed and I doubt we ever will.

You don’t love me at least not in that way. I’m not with you, and what else am I to do…

When I woke up this morning from a dream of this happy life, I realized something. It hit me hard….

Even if dreams come true… I still wouldn’t have you because you may be my dream, but I am certainly not yours.



    Not gonna lie, my heart broke a little while reading this poem. It was so beautiful in the beginning and so heartbreaking in the end. I hope you didn't have to experience such a thing in real life! (And if you did, I'm so sorry bby *huge hug*)

    I'm happy to say that I'm an independent woman who don't need no man or woman or pet to dream about. xD But in all honesty, I'm content enough with freaking out about fictional love interests hehe.

    - Aila @ One Way Or An Author

    1. Here I am over a month later responding ti this'comment... oops! I was super busy. Love you Aila!

      Every once in awhile I get into a funk and I always write some sort of poetry that most of the time relates to the type of funk i'm in. This one was the "nobody loves me" funk. Hahah

      I was hoping it would break people's hearts... :)

      Yes you are Aila!!! Woot woot! And of course you do! We all freak out! Hahahah :)